i have now been fortunate enough to experience 4 sessions with Mistress Tissa, each session more incredible than the last. Everything She has added to each session i have liked; it is as if She can read my mind and knows me better than i know myself. The nervous anticipation leading up to each session is always mitigated by the deep satisfaction afterwards. She is strong, truly dominant, relentless and so intuitive it's as if She can hear my thoughts and adjust accordingly, mid-session. i never know what to expect, but i trust Her implicitly and am beyond confident that She knows just how hard to push me, and how fast.
The unexpected thing in all of this, much to my great surprise, is not only discovering that i like these things, but also how much i want to keep pushing the threshold, and how much i want to please Her. When She tells me that i have done very well at the end of a session, i don't know how to explain what that feels like to hear or what that means to me. And even though i struggle with eye contact, i always look directly at Her when She says that to me to see Her facial expression, to see if She really means it. Sessions with Mistress Tissa have taken on a life of their own, beyond curiosity, experimentation or checking something off my bucket list, it has become transformative and healing, helping me to begin to truly know myself. It is such a gift to feel free to put it all out there, the insecurities, the fears, all the weird quirks that make up me. i know the only way that i will ever be able to to work through these issues and get past them so that i can actually become my authentic self is to first put them out there in front of someone. I am so grateful to Mistress for being that someone.
i am so beyond grateful that i had the good fortune to find Her website, and that She agreed to let me come to see Her. i feel like i have made the most progress, felt the most hopeful, and learned the most about myself and the things i struggle with, from Her. Between the coaching phone calls, the actual sessions with Her, all the questions and information that She gives me to think about in between, and sharing some of Her own personal experiences with me, it makes it possible for me, despite all of my defense mechanisms,self doubts and insecurities to accept what She tells me, be willing to let Her push me, and be better equipped to do the necessary work to try to get to where i want to be, to who i want to be. i don't know how i'm ever going to be able to repay Her for this.
i look forward to future sessions with Mistress Tissa, for the excitement, the fun, the personal growth and boundary testing / breaking opportunities that lie ahead.